God, I can’t be patient any more. I’ve waited my whole life. I’ve watched people go through it several times yet I’ve never been through it once and I can’t help but feel jealous. Just give me someone who just loves me, it’s all I want. Just one person. Who will be there, who can be here, for me. I can’t do it myself. It’s your job alone. But I guess it is just you who knows what’s best. Just please let it be soon. Before I lose hope for good